I feel full.

Hi to everybody:

At this period I feel full because of many reasons. I feel good, it seems that all my dreams started to be real.

People say that there are three things in the life: Healthy, money and love. I don't really agree. Healthy is important, of course, it is a basic mainstay of a happy person. Money, it depends of the level. We have to be agree with the money that we have. And love... Well, love is important but not essential. Is more important to have people near to you when the boat starts to sink.

In fact, one of the better things that I started to live is that I'm knowing a lot of people, for example, school partners, or people who share my religion believes...

Is an important thing too, that artistic, I'm started to feel more realized, more important to people... I don't know. I start to find more oportunities. Is one of the more important things for me, to be valued for people artistically.

At last, about my emotional life, there's not a certain thing, but I see more clearly everything.There are things to make clear and battles to fight, and I don't know what will be the finish. But I have hopes.

I'm better that these days...

One week ago, when people who can't stand make my objectives, I don't make sense to nothing and I see everything full of difficults and obstacles.I have to say thanks to everybody who tried to make me feel happy, Moisés, Elio, Raffaele, and I don't know if I forget someone, but specially to Matteo and Vanessa, they has insisted a lot to make me smile.

Today, Samhain, The finish of the year for celthic and today for wiccans, I have decided that I'm tired of to be sad and obviously, I tried to feel better. I have dreassed, I have taked my bag, I have hanged up my mp3 on my neck and I went out, With hip-hop, reggae and rock music (specially Gemboy) My smile started to increase, I never can't listen the last one without laugh a little. (Although I need to change two times my batteries)

I make a long walk, watching the landscape , the parks, the shops. Then I hve returned and I bought a coke. When I have returned to mu house, I turned on my computer. I have reorganized my ideas on the notebook what I have bought some day ago, and I continued to listening music.

Today I chatted in galician with a boy on skype, I didn't do that for centuries, and now for me is really difficult to speak in Galician without mistake and say some word in Italian... :D Fortunatly, I didn't had forget a lot. Now I remember of that thing that a teacher say us at 2º. People who have Galician as the mother language, have more difficults to learn Italian. And now I think that it can be true, because I can't speak correctly Galician if I don't think twice the phrase.

Then I have continued to listening to music, to the lunch time. I have eaten lasagne. Then I have slept a little with my cat next to me. Later I have seen the tv , Marta came to my house and we were toghether for a little. Then I went to my Italian class.

I have dinner and when I finished I have been connected, watching the tv, listening to music... And I had a whish list for the new pagan year too :D

I'm there...

It was midnight. My naked body returns to cross a vast forest. The night birds watch over my movements. The Sun slept. The city had lost on distance. You could only listen the drums, the canticles, the shouts. The candles lighted a big cauldron, on a high altar made of stone. The rocks were places to sit down again, and the bonfire, as another nights, light to people who join together, but no to be burn.

And there was her.

The Great Priestess, have arrived. The queen of witches, The great wise. Her glance fixed on the guests to the ceremony. Her companion, possibly her heiress, a single girl younger than her, take her to the highest stone.

She didn't have a easy life. Although she was a big witch in love and fertility works, the couple she had, didn't love her. He lived with her helper, her two daughters and another adopted son, her mother had dead then of the difficult birth. Because of the laws, she didn't have permission to live with a couple, and never with a person who had more than one wife. Because was her, The Great Priestess. She have to be concentrated at work and to help her people.

She didn't be very interest on material, but she recieved offerings of her tribe, made of food or flowers. She was loved, but hated for somebody too.

The Great Priestess, take with her hands a water's bowl. She recited a few words in honour of the Goddess Ana, and go down the rock, for sitting in another shorter, because she felt comfortable sitting with her people. While, boys played near the river.

I felt the wish of be there together.

Another weekend without going out...

I'm sad. The last weekend I didn't going out. That weekend neither. I feel alone, useless, asking me about everything. That was the last weekend first of return to the languages school. And I'm not well about nothing. I only shelter me in the arms of the Goddess, and while, I listen ragamuffin and dream with someday better. Unfortunatly, is not very easy.